Everyday I am one day closure to graduation, and that means one day closure to the real world. This past weekend I went home and talked with my parents about "things". In this talk we began to discus my future and what could happen in the next few years. While this talk proved to be very good and beneficial, I still could not shake my thoughts about the future. Like a lot of other people my age I have a plan of how I would like the next 5 years of my life to unfold; whether or not things will actually turn out that way I'm not certain, but I still have that plan. It is weird to me thinking about the future because I still only feel like a kid. It seems like only yesterday my mom was driving me and my friends to soccer practice, staying up all night with my friends and playing sleeping bag tag, tping the neighbors and doing other various kid things. Now, its hard to think about having a career, getting married and having kids; I don't feel old enough or ready.
I guess the main point that I am trying to make is that I know that I am thinking way to far in the future. But I guess that who I am. I always like to be well planned and have a general idea of how I want things to turn out. Whether or not I stick to that plan or things turn out the way I wanted to is hard to say and also depends on the situation. Whatever happens in the future I will be ready, even if it doesn't turn out just how I planned ;)
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